Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Alright, here they are.....ick
Well like I promised before....here are the BEFORE pics. YUCK!!!! How EMBARASSING!
Last day of the old me!
Ok...so got out of the shower this afternoon (yes I was a bit behind on that today) and it hit me! I did NOT like the reflection in the mirror. It disgusted me. After having Cole almost 7 months ago, I did really well on exercising and eating right, but fell off that wagon (like most people). And I have not gotten back on that wagon since.
After battling with the post pardum depression and adjusting to a stay at home mom and having a little one, my motivation has been next to nothing. Really pathetic. I do not want to be one of those people who keep adding on the lbs. and then get pregnant again and then weigh even more after having another. I feel so horrible about myself right now and hate looking at pictures of myself or looking in the mirror. Getting dressed disgusts me as well. I have no clothes that fit and look good on. If I felt comfortable in my own skin it would be different.
My energy level is so low. I can barely make it through the day without a nap. Really sad huh?! And not working outside the home I think has affected me more than I thought it would. It almost makes me feel like I have no purpose and in the end here it really affects my relationship with my hubby. And I'm tired of all of this.
I'm going to be doing something here that I never thought I would do but I think if I actually do it, it will keep me motivated. I am going to post pictures here of the before. Ugh....BUT then I have something to compare it to and will have to show everyone who reads this that I can do it and not fail. I will take the pics later today and post them this evening.
So here is to my last cookies and my last night time snack will be my popcorn tonight! And here is to joining the YMCA tomorrow to help whip this mama's body back into shape and live a happier life once again! Stay tuned for some ugh pictures and to watch the progress!!!
After battling with the post pardum depression and adjusting to a stay at home mom and having a little one, my motivation has been next to nothing. Really pathetic. I do not want to be one of those people who keep adding on the lbs. and then get pregnant again and then weigh even more after having another. I feel so horrible about myself right now and hate looking at pictures of myself or looking in the mirror. Getting dressed disgusts me as well. I have no clothes that fit and look good on. If I felt comfortable in my own skin it would be different.
My energy level is so low. I can barely make it through the day without a nap. Really sad huh?! And not working outside the home I think has affected me more than I thought it would. It almost makes me feel like I have no purpose and in the end here it really affects my relationship with my hubby. And I'm tired of all of this.
I'm going to be doing something here that I never thought I would do but I think if I actually do it, it will keep me motivated. I am going to post pictures here of the before. Ugh....BUT then I have something to compare it to and will have to show everyone who reads this that I can do it and not fail. I will take the pics later today and post them this evening.
So here is to my last cookies and my last night time snack will be my popcorn tonight! And here is to joining the YMCA tomorrow to help whip this mama's body back into shape and live a happier life once again! Stay tuned for some ugh pictures and to watch the progress!!!
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